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moooo....I am not dead. I will reiterate, anyone who might want to read my livejournal, leave a comment and I will add you to the new one and then send you the address/user name of my new account. Anyways, life has been good. I went to Revolutions last night. I liked it....I met this cool guy as well, James, at a Halloween party last week, so we have been talking....yeah...this kind of feels like cross posting, hence the fact that I am now going to stop. So yeah, if you want to keep up with my busy life ;;sarcastic laugh;;, leave one. Ciao!
~Love~
Vincent
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Went to see Tsunami Bomb tonight....it was wonderful...I am soooo tired, but yeah, on the way out Chris and I ran into Agent M!!! We got to meet her! We even formally introduced ourselves and said hi, hehehe. She was very down to earth and kind. She said Boston was a hard crowd, so Chris and I told her how much their music and their concert meant to us and how we wish they would come back and play a lot more. She was really cool. Anyways, yeah, more on that later...In recent developments....I MISS MY BEST FRIEND!! Yeah...I will write about that later....if you are reading Matthew, I love you! Alright, I need to get going....oh....also, I found out I got into NESOP today! I am very happy! Classes start February 2, I believe...yeah...more on that later, as well, hehehe....anyways, goodnight!
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[17 Oct 2003|09:39pm] |
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Sorry that I haven't been updating much. I have been keeping regular up to date entries with my other journal, so if you are still interested, send me an e-mail and I will add you. I don't want to post the name of the journal here, even though it is friend's only, because I kind of like having it really private. Anyways. Yeah....I am home right now....I am bored, although, I am going to watch Strangers With Candy later....anyways, yeah, that is pretty much it. I shall get going now, ciao!
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[24 Sep 2003|10:41pm] |
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I think my bonsai is dead. I just brought him up here....I have been taking SUCH good care of him, too. I water him every other day, like the instructions say, and I fertalized him, and I put him in a nice area out of direct sunlight and took care of him....but he is all dried out...I touch his limbs and they crumble under little to no pressure....I think my room is too stuffy and warm for him. My room is kind of small and I share it with Matthew, so it is very homely. A lot of people like it because it is so homely. Yeah, but it is warm and only has one window, so it can be stuffy and warm.....my bonsai is on the top of one of my towers and he is in the perfect place...but now he is dead.....
R.I.P. Mr. Juniper Bonzai Tree
date of birth-???-----September 25
he will stay here for a little.....that is kind of eerie, a corpse...in my room....I just can't deal to part with him for some reason.....on an up note, I got a 97 on my Japanese chapter 1 and 2 test........
いってきます
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I am soooooooo tired. I went to see Underworld tonight. It was alright. I can't decide whether I liked it or not.....anyways, yeah, thats about it for now....I'm really tired....and amused....people never cease to amaze and amuse me......oh, and did I mention I am tired? Gah.......
おやすみなさい〜
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[19 Sep 2003|05:08pm] |
This is the best description of my day.......
ASUNAKI KOUFUKU, KOENAKI ASU
It's 0 o'clock in the morning on the thrid Friday, and outside the glass window, its irritating sunny as hell. I prefer the rain.You know when you have those days?You just can't laugh. If it's possible, somebody please tell me my purpose to live. I want to jump off from this life that's so ordinary. No more whitewashing. People stare at me with cold eyes because I'm all wet for not using an umbrella in the pouring rain I'm hurting myself, and I don't even know it. I want to laugh on the third Sunday, after the rain has cleared up. The social face, the private face, it's nice to see you use it both so nicely. Well, thank you I haven't thrown away being human...... No more whitewashing HUMAN GATE shaba dababida shubidababida sharu rarararan Day by day, the innocence if my voice is being buried down. Don't you think its stupid? Being scammed by a same human being like yourself? Please cry...just a little. While you sit and cry on the bench, your future is like a crow that goes through garbage. Please cry...just a little. The morning of the fourth Tuesday, I will soon be with my people. HUMAN GATE No more whitewashing.
out.
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[18 Sep 2003|01:54pm] |
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alright, time for an update....yeah, I'm really lonely.....I don't expect Matthew to be here constantly, but I guess its when he is gone for extended periods of time, that is when I get upset. I miss my Shiina Rinngo layout...stupid dark hosts. I know they only host shit for porn sites, but hey, it worked for a while, right? And my layout is on my computer in Norfolk, so I can't get it. Although, I do have a mac with some MAD editing software, if only I knew how to use it I bet I could make some really really nice stuff. Yeah, anyways, back to me being lonely. Well, Matthew slept in Orchard Hill the other night and I guess everything just kind of hit me. I was having fun lighting tampons on fire with Alice and Shannon, but....after we got home (YES, we REALLY did try and light tampons on fire, they don't burn, I don't get it, non-flammable tampons? I mean, they are nothing but super absorbent tissue, why wouldn't they burn!?) I kind of just sat around. I talked to my friends Chris and Erin online. They were both so sweet to me. Chris and Erin both helped a lot. I guess I just need male reassurance? (Ha, Erin isn't male, but still, she is a sweetie) It gets hard, no one ever seems to care or show any sign of interest in me, am I intimidating? I hear different things. Some say I am intimidating, some say I speak aristocratically, who knows. I guess I seem so strong, but......doesn't everyone need to feel wanted and loved? I mean, I know that if the earth opened up underneath my feet and swallowed me up, I would be missed, but.....I guess I just yearn for one person to truly cherish my existance. I have lived for myself my entire life, now.....if only for a little, I want to live for someone else. To stick around because they need me and I need them. It used to be like that with Matthew....he doesn't seem to really need me anymore. I feel like all we ever do is fight. He used to value my opinion and listen to my advice, now....everything I ever tell him is infringing on his freedom and its me nagging. Yesterday he even called me a fag, I can't remember what else he said, I know he was joking...but it really hurt......I just feel really alienated. Anyways, I should do my homework. Japanese will make me feel better. I am going to go now, bye bye!
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| School...dominating the world, one subject at a time.... |
[17 Sep 2003|01:18am] |
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Alas, here it is, another update. Today was fun. We had a floor night. My friend brought Boondock Saints and we got food (and we didn't have to pay for it! Being in a SIRP rocks!) Yeah. The movie was really cool. I got attached to the characters, even though they aren't your conventional type of heroes. Maybe I find flaws more appealing? Who knows...Yeah, all my classes are going well. I got my paper back from History of Jazz. I had to write a paper on whether or not the song Surucucu by The Weather Report could or could not be considered jazz, according the the corresponding chapters in the textbook defining jazz, which, strangely enough, has a hard time defining what exactly constitutes jazz. I got a total of 10 points out of 10 possible points. The total course is a combination of four tests (400 points), attendance (100 points), a record review and a concert review (100 points, 50 each), and four class papers (40, 10 each). I know that it isn't much of my final grade, but I guess it still felt good. I haven't been in school for a while, so naturally it feels good to be cranking out papers and doing well on quizzes and in class. I got my first Nutrition assignment, it isn't too bad, just a record of our eating habits, one week day and one weekend day. Yeah, on a really random note, I got Vulgar, the new album by Dir en Grey, in the mail and I absolutely love it. Yeah, anyways, going back to my previous topic of school, yeah, well, I can't think of anything to say really. School has been great, yeah, I am sorry I don't have much else to write about, but I am really tired and I have class at 9, heh. Yeah, so that means I am going to bed, goodnight!!!
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